forgetting your fear
I have started a crafty project few days ago and as I was cutting some fabric today I remembered a fear I have that I almost forgot. I don’t feel comfortable around sharp objects at all. That includes; needles, scissors and knives. I used to cut fruits with the simple table knife because I didn’t like handling the sharp one. I don’t even feel comfortable that these exist and I usually would get a headache if I look at a sharp or pointy edge. However, today I was cutting the fabric after so many with a very sharp tailoring scissors and only at a nostalgic moment did I remember that I have/had such a phobia.
I couldn’t help but wonder if someone can easily forget and live with their fear, was it worth fearing in the first place? and would it come back if I am less excited about the project I am doing?
we have to face our fears but some times it’s hard